what i quoted above really fit into how i feel.
sometimes, we just cant find the right word to say.
or i should say, i'm not that english person.
so it's hard for me to construct proper sentence nor phrase that well.
that is the reason why, my blog is always "singlish or broken english."


counting down to 6 days more.


just now he text me.
the first text i received from him when he is in the army.
i'm really surprised and super happy.
cux he didnt managed to bring a spare phone with him.
past few days, he used his bunkmate phone to ring me up.
today, when i was browsing through his previous messages in the mrt.
while i was going home alone that time.
his text message was in my inbox.
at first i thought i saw wrongly perhaps i think too much.
but it was really him.


the immediate happiness i had is something i cant describe.
all i know after that was "raining liao"
i'm just overjoyed by the text.
perhaps we might not know each other very long.
or should say, i maybe unknowingly put too much feeling inside already.
till unconsciously, i fell into the trap of love.


compared to previous relationships,
i'm not as scared or worried.
maybe he is in army, so cant interact much with girls! HAHA.
but he give me a secure feeling which other didnt.
most importantly, i have learn how to trust and get trusted.
therefore, if there is any unforeseen circumstances.
i hope i know how to handle it.
but of course, i dont want it to happen LAH!


really thanks to his brother.
if he didnt pass him the phone,
i wont received such a great surprise and happiness for the day.
this will make me sleep well for the night.
and smiling throughout the day! =D